November 2010
19 posts
At a loss for a costume?
Me: Chris you being the milk carton again tonight?
Chris: Nah man, I'm goin with the werewolf.
Me: oh, wheres your costume?
Chris: It's not a full moon out tonight man.
Me: ......Oh what the fuckkk hahaha
Whenever you you don't have a costume for halloween. use this.
Btw, I found Chris passed the fuck out at about 2 am that night/morning. I went to check on him at 3am, he was in the same exact position as before. I'm pretty sure if i went to check on him at 8am, he'd be right where I left him lmao.
October 2010
17 posts
Why do I
make things in my life so difficult. I love challenges way too much and it just makes for me losing lol. Fahh.. last night coulda been sooo much better…
So I'm trying to think about something to write...
and i go through my tumblr and see this:
“those that you want, dont want to realize the truth thats placed in front of them because they find security in things they think they need instead….. just think about this, everythings gonna be fine i love ya big guy”
Like now, I think I might know who wrote this and at the time i don’t think i did judging from my response....
sometimes moving on...
isn’t about letting go.
I’ve learned with my old age (come on face) that sometimes, cutting ties with people doesn’t necessarily give you the ability to progress with your life. One may think that if they have no contact with a person, then they’ll forget about their existence and life will resume and the “story of their life” will continue without any ripples....
blah blah blahhhh
uhm. my neck kinda hurts from brazillian jiu jitsu today. guess i got cranked too many times. It’s a great work out though and it’s fun. I wish i was allowed to wrestle in high school. Grappled with my friend who has 30 pounds on me and I faired pretty well only because he didn’t really know what he was doing. If he was experienced he would have man handled me.
It’s cold...
This weekend.
was long as heck.
One of the strongest people I’ve known got seriously hurt in a football game and was left paralyzed from the neck down. Slowly he has been fighting to regain movement and latest news i’ve heard was that he can move his toes, fingers and shrug his shoulders. So if anyone who reads this finds time, please take a second and send your thoughts and prayers to Eric LeGrand...
as if there isnt enough on my mind.
It’s time for me to put aside my petty problems and start putting my mind on a more important issue.
Eric LeGrand. There’s no way this is real man. To me you are invincible, and always will be. You’re the last person I would have seen something like this happen to. But I know you’ll pull through, you always have. You’re purpose isn’t over here and you have so...
uhmmm
I wish my past could be my future, and my future was in the past; Then tomorrow would be the present, and the present always lasts; A present is a gift, a gift that you can’t choose; But whether then, now, or later, I want to spend them all, with you…
-Jonathan Chung
Yeah, I have a lot on my mind so instead of reading for my class today, I wrote a poem. And this is a poem about how I...
I feel like calling it quits
I have been in THEE craziest state of mind the past week or so. I feel like giving up on everything in my life and just taking a break from it all. Not just from girls or emotions, but also school, friends, work, everything. I can understand why people take a year off after graduating high school to explore the world or themselves. It probably brings them an incredibly feeling of serenity.
Lately...
I feel like...
These next four years are going to go by in the blink of an eye. I feel like I’m not going to be able to catch up and it’ll be here and gone before I even get my feet wet. I realize that High school went by incredibly fast but i feel like college will go by even quicker.
My life is moving at such a rapid rate and I really feel like i’m starting to become incoherent. I...
I can't win
No matter what i do, how nice i try to be, how many things i try to put behind me, how respectful i try to be,or how many people i try to make happy, i always end up having to take the blame.
or with a bloody fist.
I just want to go home… one more week
Just keep adding
To the list of things i wish i had handled differently…
Spanish test 91.9 I’m satisfied as hell.
Eco test to take today Hope I’m ready, Shoulda studied more.
Meeting with my advisor to talk about my spring schedule tomorrow. I think I know what I wanna start doin in life.
I need to start hittin the books again and reading for classes like i did the first week. So maybe...
I've got issues
I have commitment issues, I obviously am not built for maintaining a stable and healthy relationship. I always manage to do something to fuck it up. I don’t get it. I try and try but even things i get away with, I know i shouldn’t even be doing. But i guess it’s the thrill of that guilty pleasure that drives me. Maybe that’s why I’m scared I’ll never get married...
dear tumblr
sorry for the facebook neglect.. =[ i had a couple rough weeks followed by good weekends though atleast. this was a fun weekend. yeah. idk. lol fml. im about thirty seconds from making some game changing decisions that i might regret in the mornings… =[
aye yae yae
I live with a hot mess lmao. killin me sach. killin me. i have no swag cause of you. =] stop hookin up with all the girls…. lol
Listening to Chris Webby
Lol he’s pretty good. I just am not a fan of how white rappers sound. =\ oh well. i like his flow. its a lot like wax. even though most people dont know who wax is lol. oh well.
my parents are coming to visit tomorrow. i honestly just want them to take me to dinner. i want some real food. i gotta stop eating past 9 at night. thats how you get fat. I’m gonna try and start this again. I...
