February 2010
40 posts
i had some time
last night to think and to breathe.
i had a good 2 minutes of relaxing thoughts this morning but im basically back to my worry-some self.
*i dont wanna tell my dad *i dont wanna let you go
i just dont get why i make my own life so difficult. i like the days in middle school when i was a geek with no friends and i spend my days and nights infront of the computer screen beating up bad guys. i...
i feel like
a lvl 99 Alakazam hit me with a confusion and now im confused and just hurting myself. lol
i need to get out of the pokemon swing of things. maybe ill bring my laptop and play pokemon at play practice tomorrow.
today was fun. im glad i came along. =]
when life throws you lemons……idk i was tryna come up with some snappy remark to make fun of the saying, but all i could think of was...
My name is Jonathan Chung and,
I am the most confused human being on the earth.
I know whats good for me, and i know what i want. The problem is that they are two different things. Do i do what is good for me and be happy or do i do what i want and run that risk of falling short.
If i do what i know is good for me, will i be forcing it. Will i try to hard to make what is good for me into what i want that i end up losing you...
its snowing
again…. spring should come. that couple days of 40 degree weather was a huge tease. had my windows open and everything =\ ah well
“things just get so crazy living life gets hard to do.” Sunday Mornings by Maroon 5
uhm my body is beat up like crazy i need to rest.
hopefully we get to take a day off tomorrow and i can kick it at home clean up a bit and stuff before my parents...
watching finding nemo
lol this is a great movie.
i ordered a pizza for dinner tonight. 3 toppings xtralarge pizza for 11.99 thats a winner deal.
almost made a huge mistake today but im thankful and lucky i didnt and that your amazing and are nice enough to forgive me.
your being pretty childish.
whatever. idk back to my movie. my body aches like hell. its been a long day.
im not religious
according to mythology and Mr. C. im an agnostic. i dont believe in specific religion but i dont deny that there is a higher power somewhere controlling things we do.
I may not be religious and i may not believe in any specific gods, but it doesnt mean i dont think somethings are beyond our control. this is about to get very deep into my thinking.
I believe that there is something, someone out...
last night
fucking sucked.
im not mad or angry. im just stressed and crap.
im taking a break from scrubbing down my house to update tumblr on my fucked up life.
I have the best sister in the world and i owe her my life. all of the things that i can and have done for her will never amount to the things she does for me.
I feel like I’m a fuck up in every single way and i think that i proved it last...
this is gonna be a new type of post
i’ve been going through a lot of drama that i dont blame anyone for but myself. and i guess im just feelings different now and i want to express some of that.
As the days go by, and we get older, the people before us change, and we get wiser. I’ve learned a lot from the things that i have been going through the past few days. I’ve had my highs and i’ve been at some...
“This aint goodbye, It’s not where our story ends
But I know you...”
– Train - This aint goodbye
i am
currently very confused, and upset, and depressed, and distraught, and i cant think of any more words.
im in such a fucked up situation and no matter what i do, im gonna lose. i hate this. why do i do these things to myself. whatever.
ohh frankk
Me: Frank we're gonna find you a girl.
Sam: (on the phone...)
Frank: I have no game
Me Don't worry Frank what kinda girls do you like we'll hook you up
Frank: Ones with a pulse.... -.-
Me: HAHAHA
Sam: Wait..what?...HAHAHA
oh xbox live how you brighten my day.
I would like to reiterate what i stated 3 days ago:
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stuck between a rock and a hard place.
well i’m stuck between 10 pounds of C4, a pit of...
family reunions!
gotta love family reunions i got to see my entire family today. my aunt from san francisco flew in today. my sister and her family are here from virginia. my uncle that we never get to see was here. almost everyone in the family was over my house today. it was exciting.
i ate way too much. i ate two full plates and like 3 deserts and i cant move too well lol.
gotta love chinese new years....
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your the perfect examply of being to cute, and single ! wtf colonia girls !
lmao. thanks. are you from colonia?
true but if i tell you who i am i dont know if i’d be your type =/ lol
iiiii dunno lol im not all that picky.
What is the one thing about girls that frustrates you the most? lol :]
girls that dont know what...
you know the saying..
stuck between a rock and a hard place.
well i’m stuck between 10 pounds of C4, a pit of rattlesnakes, and my head under the guillotine…
this could be really really bad. lol
peace.love.&pizza rolls!
ya boy is backk
lol idk. basically. this is my “im back on my grind” post. i spent way too much time trying to find the one girl i want to spend the rest of my life with and i have missed out on a lottt of things. I’m too young to get caught up looking for the one but thats what i have been trying to do for a while and i have come to the conclusion that thats just foolish. I’m young i...
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I MEANTT. is there a peticular girl your looking at? if so. WHO =D
At the moment, no there is not. I’m a little exhausted from trying to make things work with girls and putting my whole heart into relationships that i don’t have the energy to find go looking for another girl right now. If a girl were to come to me that would be so much easier cause then i’d...
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chung. which girls are you interested in? BETTER BE HONEST
im not sure i understand the question. do you mean what type of girls, or what do i look for, or if im picky about race, or if im interested in a girl specifically. ask again and ill answer =]
ive always thought u were cute u prob dont know i exist lol
thanks. but being anonymous doesnt help me...
I suggest that everyone
goes and gets their hands on the most recent Train CD. Save Me San Francisco. This CD is amazing and its great listening. =]. I’m jammin out right now. but you cant see. so your missing out. =]
lol anddd i just realized that my sister and her family are coming up from Virginia friday. and im hella excited cause i get to see my nieces. woo. and maybe play in the snow with them. yes yes...
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hi there. i miss you! ok bye :)
Hey. i miss you too!! i feel like we havent seen each other in forever and i think we should find some time to hang out soon…who..are..you? lol
Ask me anything
I fuckin hate my speech abilities.
i think i said more see thats, and look at that one, more than any other words in our conversation. idk if youll read this but what i was trying to say after i had a long car ride home to think about what i was trying to say and slapping myself in the forehead was.
i dont get how you could go from saying things like the whole thing with the shower, and the whole thing you said when you were home...
lol tehe haha so,
i was taking a shower and i just remembered something funny that happened today that made me laugh.
i was walking down the freshman hallway after second block going to my locker which is in the new wing. and im weaving through all these little kids when two kids passing by each other in front of my went to go high five.
both of the guys raise their hands say their heys and go to make the high...
“Today i am being easily irritated by the littlest things so sorry if im being a...”
– me
Superbowl 44
NOTE: being competitive in nature, i have discovered that watching sports with people that are clueless about the sport, is almost as annoying as playing poker with people that have no idea how to play and don’t know what a full house is aka Zim. lol jk love you bro.
Anyways, the superbowl was kindaaa slow at the start. 10-6 at the half. gratz to all you gamblers with a 0 and 6 lol. Game...
this weekend
i have successfully managed to:
Clean my bathroom Clean my room Vacuum my house Do my Mythology poster Do 0% of my daily excercises for 5 days. Fix my computer Start downloading every CD for every artist in my itunes Put away my clothes Go sledding for the first time in years Mess things up completely Accomplish nothing.
Man i love weekends!
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why is she so special?
shes not. not anymore. shes just like every other girl who thinks she can have her cake and eat it and completely messes up not seeing what a great guy she could be getting to know. shes just another girl in my past now.
What’s your favorite word of all time?
touche is a great word. one of my favorites. thats the first thing...
snifflessss
ive got the sniffles cause i was outside sledding in the half inch of snow. it was actually pretty fun though. still kinda cold. and hungry as hell cause dinner wont be till my dad gets home.
uhm yeah. i guess since youll read this, i want you to know, not to text me. lol really its unbelievable how annoyed i am with you. and im saying it now i get the feeling your gonna text me when you read...
Take me by the hand
take me somewhere new, i don’t know who you are, but i, i’m with you…
avril lavigne used to love her lol.
uhm. maybe it was a bad idea. but idk ill see as it comes
lost my voice at the bball game thats always awesome.
i said what you wanted me to say and your the first girl ive said it too in the longest amount of time. i still think we have stuff to talk about and i dont...
02-04-10
Two for Ten. lol get it get itttt. =]
so i found out today that the walls in our school are about 10x harder than the walls in my house. and its a good thing i didnt hit it full force otherwise my hand would really be fucked up.
i didnt go buy a new month of xbox live because i think i only had like 7 dollars in my wallet when i was going home so i was like damn.
i got home and i slept for 3...
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you’re adorable. but unfortunately, out of my reach.
and why exactly am i out of your reach. lol
who are you taking to prom?
danielle dellaluna =D
VVV that was def Sam Acuna lmao
it was oh it was…. lol
lol, chung ur the man. we’ve had some of the best times over our 4 years together we fight like...
soooo
i’ve got a date to prom. =]
plan worked almost perfectly oh well. still was good i guess.
uhm today was another day with absolutly no progression. oh well. i dont even have time for it anymore.
i have a doctors appointment at 5:45 so im just sitting here.
im gonna come home and run another 1.75 miles.
I’m gonna come home and try to find Frank on xbox live and play a little cod...
Currently in the process
of planning a bank robbery scale project lol
nothing else really bothers me right now. im hella nervous.
yeah. im in an alright mood cause of this project
good thing i dont got any homework to do tonight.
hopefully this turns out how i planned it in my head.
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i just wanna say i love you <3
really?
who’s your best friend… that’s a girl ?!
uhm. Kaitlyn Matty is my best friend thats a girl even though she hates me 5 out of the 7 days in a week lmao. but shes always there for me. thank youuu.
actually..chung and i have been dating since the beginning of the school...
Real Talk
I’m done playing games with you. This is what you wanted isn’t it? You wanted to stop before either of us get hurt. Okay so stick by your words.
If you want to stop then things obviously have to change in order for that to happen. You can’t expect things to be the same and just cut out bits and pieces in between. Everything has to change in order for us to stop, which is what...
