June 2010
28 posts
May 2010
32 posts
Rejection...(long ass post)
I’ve been dealing with rejection my entire life. Back in the day being the less athletic playing no type of sports kinda kid, i would be one of the later guys picked in a game of kickball or dodgeball. I never really felt accepted. Same applied through middle school except now is when the girls came into play. I liked girls in middle school but none of them ever liked me. It was tough it was...
Papa Roach - Scars(Acoustic)
“I tear my...
If you read this...
I’m sorry for how immature i was acting last night… idk how i let that happen.. I shouldn’t have said any of the things i said but i let my emotions get the best of me. I was trying to get my emotions out and show you how i feel and i know that that was not the way to do it.
I deserve the consequences of what you said because i honestly don’t deserve you. If we cant be...
Finding Love is like searching for the Holy Grail.
Some people say it doesn’t exist, others believe in it like they have nothing else to live for. Many people spend their entire lives looking for it, most will never succeed in the quest and some will even die without ever getting a taste. For those lucky individuals who get the privilege of finding it, they will do anything in their power to guard it and never let it slip away; for they...
Pick your balls up out of the dirt, put them back...
Good old football pep talk… lol
I need to seriously stop being such a baby about everything i don’t want to do. This is what i need to do right about now, minus the football part. I have to start standing up for myself and stop being afraid to stick out of the crowd. I dont wanna blend in the background.
I really wanted to talk to you, i still do. I just feel so scared. I chickened...
SO TIRED; Missed Glee; Bought a car; wants to swim...
Thats my head right now
Went car shopping today.
We walked around and i guess my parents really want a small car.. cause we were mainly lookin at nissan altimas and toyota camrys.. which really arent that small. But i actually like the camry even though i prefer a larger SUV type car… But whatever. I wouldnt mind drivin the camry cause itll probably be me and my sister driving that. My mom was like no. and i was like what your gonna take...
Bruised and Scarred - Mayday Parade
Today was...
“And I wonder, are you thinkin of me cause I’m thinkin of you; and I...”
– Back Here by BBMak
How mad would you be if i fucked you...
UP….
I said that quite a few times today lol and i was lookin for a clever title for my post cause quite frankly i feel like this post is gonna be boring cause my life is boring.
Uhm. We got fed at the heroes and cool kids luncheon today. I got full. went to dance and almost cramped in my side lol. DOnt dance on a full stomach.
I guess im gonna start workin in the chinese supermarket in...
I Want You Back - Jackson 5
Jammin out to a...
So Sick - Ne-Yo ft. Jin
Uhm, I woud be that guy...
Im drowzy as fuck...
blehhhh lol Benadryl might as well be a sleeping pill. I spent more hours asleep in the past 24 hours than i have awake. it feels good though.
I got a giant bump on my head i think i got bit by a spider. I think its actually starting to go down though. Hopefully itll be gone by tomorrow. lol.
I dont think the car has gotten washed. oh well. I need to really wash it though its gross.
I got to...
Breathe-Stretch-Shake-Let her go...
Only One - Yellowcard
Good song, Came up on my...
“Love and relationships are never like the movies no matter how much we want them...”
– AJ Rafael
Pull Out...
A little conversation between me Frank and Sam walking into the school for the Choir concert thingy.
Note - Some details may be misconstrued because i have a bad memory.. and this is how i remember it in the shower.
Sam: Wait so is (he) in Choir?
Frank: Yeah i think so, i alway see him go to pull out with (her)...
Me: ....uhhh...
(Laughter commences)
Frank: NO, you know, i mean i always see them holding hands going to pull out and stuff...
(More laugher Commences)
Frank: Oh nevermindddd
I'm feeling lucky!
Lol i just typed chuck norris in and hit im feeling lucky. it just went to the chuck norris sayings page. That wasnt as epic as i thought it was gonna be. I thought like chuck norris was gonna come out of the screen and pull me in. boo.
Today was… A day. My godbro graduated from college today. I didn’t go Congratz though kid. My mom gunned my other godbros mohawk cause she didnt know...
Dear Diary,
lol its definitely time for another room clean up. I have clothes lying everywhere like they just fell off my body when i was standing there…
Everything for college is starting to get settled in. I’m counting the seconds till i move in. Guess theres a few less people that will miss me when i’m gone lol oh well.
I had a headache and i took an advil now its going away ish.
...
I swear, I suck at relationships
Its fuckin freezing in my house and drinking cold iced tea isn’t helping lol.
Hands are cold so i’m gonna try to get my point across.
uhm yesterday was mothers day. i spent the day with my mom. we went shopping… lol. she actually paid for my cologne so yeah thanks mommm lol.
I got my email for freshman orientation today. I gotta respond but im gonna wait till my mom gets home...
College
So complicated…
Bleed - Hot Chelle Rae
I like this song/band.
...
Eenie Meenie - Sean Kingston ft. Justin Bieber
I...
today was...
not what i expected? Idk…
We were supposed to have a physics quiz today and dave wasn’t here so i didn’t have my cheating buddy. I was scrambling to get all the formulas and learn everything in the short amount of time. Then he said no quiz so i went back to sleep… lol
Dance we basically did squat. Ray and me made some Airplanes and threw them and Ray made a giant one out...
May 4th
Apparently its Star Wars day? lol i didnt know that star wars had its own day.
uhm how are things going? well they’re going… lol
I started p90x Over again yesterday. So i have another 88 days to go. Lets try and get past the first week this time haha. Gotta get the beach body for the vacation i might not be going on haha.
I wish they would give me info on freshman orientation sooner...
“Smile and wave boys, smile and wave.”
– Coolest penguins ever
Havent made a post in a while
I havent really been home to make a post. Weekends are my time away from home. So i guess i’ll update on my weekend?
Its Sunday 11:00 AM and my allergies are buggin… lol
Friday was fun. Went to school. Then i went to Nick’s house for a bbq with the boys. Hung out there till like 9 then i decided to dip to try and see someone. That was a supreme fail. So i went to Sam’s...
