That is what this past month has been. I have probably experienced my highest highs and my lowest lows in the past 30 days. If and when I come out of this and my life stabilizes itself, I know I will be a better man for it. I know that this will not kill me and it will only make me stronger. I know that these hurdles are put here so that I can continue to jump higher than I ever have before. I just have to remember to not wait here in the present but work for the future.